Monday, May 25: I'm beginning to really!!! hate school. One day tends to last for weeks.
Had R&R tonight. Dad's first lesson. He's pretty hopless. Not much sense of rhythem. Emma and I are still practising hard out for the Champs and picking up a heap of new moves.

I screwed Cedric again. Went over there after R&R. It gets better all the time.
I screwed Cedric again. Gets better all the time.

No idea why I crossed out and re-wrote that paragraph?

Sunday, May 24: School tomorrow. Aaaagh! The batteries in my radio are fucked and its driving me crazy! I've got some good tapes now:
- EXTREME
- AC/DC
- GREECE sound track
- DIRTY DANCING sound track
- ROCK N ROLL
- SKID ROW
- " " slave to the grind
- METALLICA
- GUNS N ROSES
- GEORGE THOROGOOD
and a few more.

Saturday, May 23: Nana and I went into town. She bought me a jersey, skivvy and neat grey skirt. Nana...I love you! Did a bit of painting around home. Had another fight with dad. I am really starting to hate him. I'm never allowed at Emma's again cause he reckons its not safe. BULLSHIT!!!

He is gonna start R&R and is forcing Darren to do it too. If Dad goes I'm gonna quit. He's doing it to keep an eye on me! I've never felt murderous before...

Friday, May 22: Went into town and had work. Paid off $100 on my horse cover. Stayed at Nanas.

Thursday, May 21: Cedrics again. I screwed him!!! Why am I sooo dumb? It was the best screw I've ever had. (damn) Emma says shes gonna kill me.

Note (added) Dec 5: still the best screw I've ever had.

Wednesday, May 20: 122 days till my b'day. I painted my caravan.

Went over to Cedrics again. I just snuck out. Dean was still there. Nothing happened and I slept the night on the sofa.

Tuesday, May 19: Today is one of the worst in my history.
Last night we got busted at Cedrics. It was 12:00. Darren went over about 11:00 and got sooo pissed he was spewing everywhere and nearly unconscious. All 4 of us (not Darren) got stoned and pissed on Vodka and coke. Cedric started making moves on me. He's an ex. kisser and knows what to do but I didn't want to screw him (trying to stick to my vow pg. April 10). I ended up saying no and standing up to leave. He followed me down the hall saying "did I upset you etc".

Why can't guys be your friend without screwing the shit outta you. Im so pissed off. I had thought he wass different. They're all the same. Dean made a few suttle moves on Emma but nothing happened.

Anyway, Dad took Emma home and Darren and I are grounded. Fuck its a piss off 'cause I had heaps'a plans this week too.

Monday, May 18: 124 days till my b'day. Went into Kamo and got some hair dye (rinse). Right now my hair is purple (ish). It's supposed to be COPPER RED.
Will go to Cedrics when its done. Cross your fingers.
Will do Emma's hair soon with what's left.

later on: my hair looks really cool. Going to Cedrics later. His mate Dean is there.