Saturday, May 23: Nana and I went into town. She bought me a jersey, skivvy and neat grey skirt. Nana...I love you! Did a bit of painting around home. Had another fight with dad. I am really starting to hate him. I'm never allowed at Emma's again cause he reckons its not safe. BULLSHIT!!!

He is gonna start R&R and is forcing Darren to do it too. If Dad goes I'm gonna quit. He's doing it to keep an eye on me! I've never felt murderous before...