Tuesday, May 19: Today is one of the worst in my history.
Last night we got busted at Cedrics. It was 12:00. Darren went over about 11:00 and got sooo pissed he was spewing everywhere and nearly unconscious. All 4 of us (not Darren) got stoned and pissed on Vodka and coke. Cedric started making moves on me. He's an ex. kisser and knows what to do but I didn't want to screw him (trying to stick to my vow pg. April 10). I ended up saying no and standing up to leave. He followed me down the hall saying "did I upset you etc".

Why can't guys be your friend without screwing the shit outta you. Im so pissed off. I had thought he wass different. They're all the same. Dean made a few suttle moves on Emma but nothing happened.

Anyway, Dad took Emma home and Darren and I are grounded. Fuck its a piss off 'cause I had heaps'a plans this week too.