Friday, May 1: I asked Dad if I could go to a party with Emma and all my mates after Rock n Roll tonight. We, Emma and I were invited but didn't have a ride so we couldn't go. Then one of the guys, Mark, said he could pick us up. Dad said NO!! because he didn't know Mark! Bastard! I so complained. Then he said he didn't want me going to R&R because I've been out too much and he didn't want to pick me up. (Nana could bring me home, so thats just an excuse.) I screamed at him. Everything under the sun. I bawled my eyes out and am going to snob him all weekend. I've only got to put up with all this for 5 more months because then i'll be 16 and am leaving home. I can't wait.

Right now I hate my father.

Thursday, April 30: We had a coal mining trip for Geography today. It was extremely boring. Dad went out for tea.

Wednesday, April 29: I had R & R tonight. I was told by one of the tutors that I'm a good dancer.

My mate Kelly, who's boarding at Emma's, dyed her whole head burgundy. There was some left so Emma and I went to town on our own hair in places. It looks weird. We're gonna get another colour and do a proper job of it.

Tuesday, April 28: I had work today so I stayed at Nana's. My driving is getting better and I'm now driving on the main rd. Thank god for Nana.

Monday, April 27: School. I'm beginning to hate it. I got 27% for a science test and 47% for maths. Thats bad.

Saturday, April 25: Nothing happened today. Im trying to snob Dad.

Friday, April 24: We had a 1/2 day so I went to Emma's for the afternoon, then down to work. I had a muck up with Dad through the telephone so he came to pick me up from Emma's afterwards and I couldn't go to R&R. I hated him.

Wednesday, April 22: Back to school. Went to R & R. Im getting better but am too shy to ask people to dance so I don't get much practise.