Friday, May 22: Went into town and had work. Paid off $100 on my horse cover. Stayed at Nanas.

Thursday, May 21: Cedrics again. I screwed him!!! Why am I sooo dumb? It was the best screw I've ever had. (damn) Emma says shes gonna kill me.

Note (added) Dec 5: still the best screw I've ever had.

Wednesday, May 20: 122 days till my b'day. I painted my caravan.

Went over to Cedrics again. I just snuck out. Dean was still there. Nothing happened and I slept the night on the sofa.

Tuesday, May 19: Today is one of the worst in my history.
Last night we got busted at Cedrics. It was 12:00. Darren went over about 11:00 and got sooo pissed he was spewing everywhere and nearly unconscious. All 4 of us (not Darren) got stoned and pissed on Vodka and coke. Cedric started making moves on me. He's an ex. kisser and knows what to do but I didn't want to screw him (trying to stick to my vow pg. April 10). I ended up saying no and standing up to leave. He followed me down the hall saying "did I upset you etc".

Why can't guys be your friend without screwing the shit outta you. Im so pissed off. I had thought he wass different. They're all the same. Dean made a few suttle moves on Emma but nothing happened.

Anyway, Dad took Emma home and Darren and I are grounded. Fuck its a piss off 'cause I had heaps'a plans this week too.

Monday, May 18: 124 days till my b'day. Went into Kamo and got some hair dye (rinse). Right now my hair is purple (ish). It's supposed to be COPPER RED.
Will go to Cedrics when its done. Cross your fingers.
Will do Emma's hair soon with what's left.

later on: my hair looks really cool. Going to Cedrics later. His mate Dean is there.

I'm in the red. This was our local school swimming pool. School only had 3 classes but my brother and I were moved from there when I was 6-7. The parents in our neighbourhood fell out with the Principle (thats his house in the background).

The only time in my life I've ever seen my Father drunk was a night he came home after drinks with said Principle. Picture Father sitting on the end of a stool putting on his shoes to come home. Principle at other end. Father stands up, stool flips and Principle hits the dirt. Our horror at seeing one Father in such fine state (sprawled on our front porch, yes, he drove home while barely able to walk) was defintiely made up for by the image, as described by Dad, of our Principle face planted in his flowers .

Sunday, May 17: Spent today doing housework then Emma and her Mum came round for tea. Emma's gonna stay a few days.
After tea us kids went next door to Cedrics 'cause his olds are on holiday. Darren left at 10:30. Cedric and I got stoned. We all went into town for some munchies. I wasn't thinking very straight. Emma was alright (not stoned). Left at 1:00.

Saturday, May 16: Spent the day at Emmas doing nothing.